Seeking approval, Seeking acceptance
Knowingly used by others.
Manipulated for their desires.
Used for their needs and then thoughtlessly discarded.
Used in the workplace. Used for ideas, for income, for growth, for my name and for what I had achieved. Used and then quickly forgotten, quickly replaced.
Used in relationships. Used to fill a void, used to serve a need, used to fulfill a fantasy, used to satisfy a desire. Used and then quickly forgotten, quickly replaced.
Why did I allow myself to be used? How could I knowingly allow it?
Perhaps I allowed such mistreatment because sprinkled within it there were brief moments of worth, brief moments of happiness. Although the moments were fleeting and easily extinguished, they temporarily satisfied deep desires within me to feel seen, to feel accepted, and to feel loved.
Proverbs 29:25 warns us, “It is dangerous to be concerned with what others think of you, but if you trust the Lord, you are safe.”
Over the years I have learned that neither the validation nor the approval of others will ever equate happiness. We are a fickle, selfish people by nature. In the eyes of another we will never measure up to perfection, we will forever fall short. To be expectant of the validation and approval of others is just setting ourselves up for failure and disappointment.
But friends, there is hope. Proverbs 29:25 reveals the key to freedom with eight simple words. If you trust the Lord you are safe.
When we find our worth and our identity in Him we are whole. “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life,” John 3:16. Let that soak in. Despite our imperfections, our sins, and the daily mistakes we make, God sees our worth. He sees our worth and loves us so passionately that He sent His only Son to die in our place so that we could have eternal life with Him. Friend, you are priceless. Your worth is without measure.
When we see ourselves as the Creator sees us we are complete. “So God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.” Genesis 1:27. The One who rules heaven and earth created you and created you in His likeness. Can you even begin to fathom something so enormous? The Creator of this beautiful earth and all the things that inhabit it, created you and created you to mirror Him. The majesty of it all is wondrous. Friend, you truly are a work of art.
When we trust what He says about us we are set free. “I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.” Psalm 139:14. When we repeat His words over ourselves, when we believe them, when we let them sink into our souls we are forever transformed. When we learn to trust Him we learn that He does everything on purpose. God does not make mistakes. Friend, you are no exception. You were not a mistake. You were created with a specific purpose.
Friends, while we may be tempted to believe the fleeting promises of love and acceptance the world offers, I pray that we trust the Lord. I pray we open our hearts to Him and welcome the peace, love, acceptance, and freedom only He can provide.
Pieces of Jessika©